Mini Musings from my Journal is a new series on the Musing Mom. The musings in each entry are the real thoughts of the Musing Mom written based on a verse of scripture printed at the bottom of the journal pages. Read and be blessed!
He hath made everything beautiful in his time...
Ecclesiastes 3:11
3/Jan/2019
I have struggled over the years in my marriage. I have gone through many things. I think I was mostly unhappy. BUT! I will say one thing: I believe with all my heart that Abba makes EVERYTHING beautiful in His timing.
I don't understand why my heart broke into a million pieces. I don't understand how I loved so much, held on for so long, prayed and fasted and yet, I still lost. I lost. I lost my marriage that I hoped would get better. I was sad because I thought that [the Musing Dad] would be my joy. But he wasn't. He never was.
I know that the Lord loves me more than anyone else could.
I know that soon I will understand that the marriage experience, the divorce, though heartbreaking they were, will be beautiful and may save souls one day. I trust Abba's heart for that because only He can bring the dead back to life. Only He can do the impossible. I can only see so far in the physical but Abba sees the past, present and future because He is in all times and at places PRESENT and LOVING.
Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live:
And whosoever lives and believes in me shall never die. Do you believe this?
The Lord hath appeared of old unto me, saying, Yea, I have loved thee with an everlasting love: therefore with lovingkindness have I drawn thee.
I don't doubt what my Heavenly Father is doing in my life. He has made promises to me arising from this loss and I take comfort in the scripture-based promises. Divorce is not the end of your life. It is the end of an era and the start of exciting new things! Press on in Christ, loves!
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